I feel just like Neo, or how I imagine him to have felt when he was asked to choose between the red pill or the blue pill.  I hear a loud voice screaming from within saying, “Run! Run as fast as you can, it’s not too late to go back home.  Everything was simple there; you had it made.  Once you start, you can never go back and life will never be the same.”  But then I hear a smaller yet determined voice reaffirming, “You can do this.  If they can do it, you can do it. The best part is that your life will never be the same.  Take the risk; reap the benefits.”

“You take the blue pill – the story ends, you wake up in your bed and believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill – you stay in Wonderland and I show you how deep the rabbit-hole goes.”